Sadistic Malice

 

sb: Mistress Malice, thank You VERY MUCH for this exclusive interview for dickie virgin. Please tell us a little about Your background.

MM: I was raised as an only child by my mother and due to certain circumstances had very little adult supervision from an early age onward. I believe it may be due to this that I never took well to authority. Such as schools, bosses, police, or any government official that may try to tell me what to do. Now this of course guaranteed my mother being called to visit my school principal at least one day a week for my refusal to bow down to school rules.

I was an EXTREMELY unruly child and after watching the Exorcist my mother was sincerely convinced that her own daughter's head would one day be spinning 360 degrees as I spewed green vomit, but believe it not, everyone for some reason just loved me anyway. Even the very principals who were chastising my behavior showed me special treatment. I think that was the beginning of me realizing I could do almost anything I wanted and get away with it.

I also learned very early how to captivate my audience no matter who it may be. Especially using my sense of humor which has ALWAYS been as sick and twisted as it is today Which you'll truly find in evidence if you ever dare to come before me seeking a humiliation session. I have always loved to humiliate males and can remember actually getting aroused after putting a male in his place as young as age 9.

I have always enjoyed making males suffer for thinking they are the stronger sex, and for being pigs who do not see that woman are far superior in every way. When I was at this age I loved to play all the supposed *boys only sports* so that I could prove to them I am indeed better then them in every way, even at their own games. Being a very tall amazon it wasn't very hard to beat them at their own games and they hated it.

Funny thing is as much as they hated my intrusions on their little boy world it was as if they too were drawn to me like a mouse to a chunk of Italy's finest cheese. Perhaps this was due to the fact that I developed ahead of the other girls and definitely ahead of those pimple-faced boys who followed me around begging me to be their little girlfriend.

The funny thing is I remember cruelly torturing boys who were attracted to me even then. As I got older I learned how to control grown men and not just torture them. At age 13 I could wrap your typical 21+ year old male around my finger... and I did! I learned the art of sensual seduction very early on and began applying it everywhere I went.

It was like a game for me to see how many males I could have drooling after me at any given time. At age 14 I had my first diamond ring and marriage proposal from a male who was 28. I'll never forget my first official date which was with the same man of 28 who I used to call big bird because he was a whopping 6'7. He asked me out for 6 months before I said yes and when I did he was so excited he forgot to stop and put gas in his car. Two miles away from my house he ran out of gas and I was not happy, to say the least.

To make it up to me and because he felt so bad he carried me home piggy back the entire 2 miles before walking to get gas and fetch his car so that we could continue our date. I never fucked big bird but he was madly in love with me and even risked prison to seek my hand in marriage from my mother. Who of course promptly told him no in no uncertain terms which is what I wanted anyway (I've never been married and never plan to be either).

I think this is when I began to realize I had the power to manipulate and control almost anyone, even the adults around me. Even my own mother gave up trying to control me once she realized it simply was impossible. So I guess the best way to describe me has always been twisted, evil, cruel, and defiant with a natural sadistic streak! I guess some things never change! Do they boys?

sb: So You always had dominant tendencies?

MM: Absolutely I can recall signs as far back as kindergarten which is my first remembrance of dominating another child around me.

sb: Please describe Your style of Domination?

MM: Deeply psychological or Brainwashing Mindfuck, which in MY realm is the MOST important form of Domination. All of the rest is just fun play to reinforce what has already began mentally!

sb: Are You a Female Supremacist?

MM: Yes I truly believe that men are weak creatures who need to be supervised and molded into obedient pets for the amusement of the superior race... WOMEN!

sb: Oh i agree totally Mistress! Do You admire other Mistresses in the scene?

MM: I especially admire Betty Page who I am compared to by subs who have visited me or my site on a daily basis. I also very much admire My old friend who I rather not name as well. She was actually the first one to inform me that there is a professional calling for mean little girls like me! Which I would have never guessed yet now have no doubt of whatsoever! HA! HA!! I just thought it was fun to do it in the bedroom back in those days! Ha! Ha!! Oh Naive Me! LOL

sb: How is the BD/SM scene in Your area?

MM: Pretty nonexistent in this backwoods part of the country still. I was raised In Chicago and Lived In New Orleans for ten years. I'm not quite sure Mississippi is ready for Mistress Malice yet!

sb: What is Your favorite type of scene?

MM: One of my top favorite specialties is cruel and heartless humiliation. I enjoy ripping a slave's self esteem down to the point of nothingness no matter what his weaknesses may be.

sb: very cool! Please tell me the most intense scene You ever did?

MM: The most intense scene was actually a favor for a friend who asked me to dominant a friend of hers for his birthday as a gift from her. Well I expected it to sort of be more of a gag but this boy was serious. He had a lot of guys over because it was his 21st birthday and where beer is boys are.

So here I walk into a party and this boy comes running up to me like an excited little kid ready for his present. I thought I'd see how far he would go right off the bat and told him to get on his knees before me where he belongs. Without even one word he dropped right there in front of everyone which truly shocked me. Feeling my sadistic juices beginning to flow I dragged him to his bedroom and threw him on the bed, and smacked him lightly like a little bitch. He loved it and asked for another.

I hit him just a bit harder and he begged for another. I remember thinking okay I think this would be a good time to take a deep breath and explain his safe word to him. Which in my youthful eagerness I almost forgot. He acknowledged his understanding and begged for more slaps. I gave him so many I truly lost count. Each harder then the next until I grew impatient and bored with our game. Looking around I noticed his leather work belt and picked it up smiling secretly to myself. I couldn't wait to see if he begged for more after I laid that leather belt on his virgin ass. He begged and begged like the little painslut he was.

I beat that boys ass until he safeworded which believe it or not took 25-30 minutes. This fucker was a true glutton for punishment and the biggest painwhore I've ever scened with. The pat that turned me on most was knowing that each lash of that belt and yelp of pain could be clearly heard by everyone in the living room which was right outside his bedroom door. I imagined them all thinking damn OH MY GOD she is fucking him up! The ideal of them all knowing turned me on so much for some reason.

The rush of power was so extreme I thought I would cum from it right there. Wanting to really humiliate him I grabbed him by his hair once more and wrapped the belt around his wrists in a crazy 8 and tied it off as best I could and shoved him out the bedroom door. Where he quickly fell to the floor as he tripped due to his pants still being dropped down to his ankles. Then the funniest thing happened I'll never forget.

This friend of his looks at him and with a shocked expression says "Damn his ass looks like raw hamburger meat!" Laughing I sat down and commanded the idiot to go get me a beer. He tried to stand to walk and I of course told him to get back on his knees and crawl to the kitchen. When he brought me my beer I realized I forgot my shoes in his room where I kicked them off so I could stand on the bed for smacking leverage without falling and busting my own ass.

I pulled him close and whispered for him to fetch them and bring them back in his mouth. Which he did as quick as any proper trained foot pup would. I left them on the floor and lit a cigarette kicking back and relaxing for a moment and enjoyed the attention of every eye in the room on me. I smoked my cigarette and acted like I never even noticed. Looking around for an ashtray I realized there was none nearby and an evil little thought came to my mind. I decided to give them something to really stare at and leaned down and commanded the birthday boy open his mouth as wide as he could so I could use his mouth like an ashtray.

I sat there silently smoking while everyone watched in shock, amazement, and some even in horror. I made him eat every last ash and then put my butt out on his tiny pink ashtray tongue. I could hear gasps in the room around me as each person there imagined the pain of having that done to themselves. Sort of like a guy grabbing his nuts when he sees another guy hit in them. It was hilarious. Deciding that I had shook these poor vanilla souls up enough I wished the birthday boy a happy birthday gave him one last playful swat on the ass and stood.

Once more I remembered that I still had no shoes on, and deciding to humiliate this boy one last time for his birthday I commanded he pick them up in his mouth and follow me outside with them on his knees. I remembered almost falling on his metal stairs in the 6 inch stiletto heels and thought this would be safer then walking down in them. I made him pull his pants up so he wouldn't go to jail and he followed me down his stairs to the public courtyard of his apartment complex on all fours.

I sat down on a bench in this beautiful gazebo in the middle of the courtyard and watched as he put my shoes on for me without me having to say a word. He kissed each toe sweetly and looked up at me with love sick eyes and asked if there was anyway I could stay longer. I shook my head and told him NO and the look of pain in his eyes was so cute.

He looked like that one word hurt him more then the vicious beating he had taken earlier. Now of course this thrilled my malicious nature to no ends. Smirking I stood and walked away leaving him like that kneeling there watching me leave sadly. Like a lost little puppy. I gave once last glance up to his apartment as I walked to my car and saw every face that would fit plastered to his window watching my every move still and laughed as I slipped behind the wheel to my car and drove off never to return. God that was my awakening as a natural born sadist and I've been uncontrollable ever since!

sb: Wow! That is amazing! Can You tell me the most humiliating thing You ever did to a slave in a session?

MM: You ever hear of the movie Breakfast At Tiffany's? Well I have a pig that likes to session early early in the morning, and I call it Breakfast At Piggy's. This little porker will eat anything, and I do mean anything! Like a true little swine he's willing to root around in ANY mess I may cleverly devise in his latex pig mask and sissy wig, and then eat up his mess when he's done. It's not for the weak stomached I promise but it's great humiliating fun!

sb: Awesome! Do You enjoy public humiliation?

MM: I love to being the center of attention and love public humiliation above all other forms of humiliation. I love shocking people with the things I can make my boys do for me just for one little sadistic smile.

sb: How about crossdressers? Do You enjoy these type of scenes?

MM: I have to honestly say I am a natural with crossdressers and always have been. When I was 9 I used to feminize any idiot that was stupid enough to stay the entire night in my home with my single mother. It was well known by most guys she dated that if you risked being caught by me in the wee hours of the morning that you'd wake up with the sissy makeover. My mother hated this and could not for the life of her understand why I did this. Much like most of what I did growing up! HAHA!

Today I have a true soft spot for my little sissy sluts and love making them feel like the little bitches they are deep down inside. My 2nd favorite sub is my alpha sissy Sarah Lynn who I adore to no end. She pleases me VERY well and of course is sooooo much higher on the food chain then the typical male sub! Which is true of all sissies in My realm. I also enjoy sissifying as a part of humiliation, but frankly I much more enjoy *Real* girls who know that women are so much superior and seek to imitate us in every way!

sb: Do You enjoy watersports?

MM: Only with my humiliation whores. Other then that I have very little use for it and do not take part in that form of play. I feel my golden nectar is an honor and only those truly willing to suffer to earn it will be rewarded!

sb: Your legs and feet are absolutely exquisite. Do You enjoy foot worship?

MM: Oh my yes! I have a fetish for being the fetish icon of so many foot & leg boys worldwide! Each week it is normal to have the UPS man arriving with a new pair of boots or shoes sent from one of my foot loving fans. I especially love boot worship! I think boots are so sexy and I love seeing my boots licked and cleaned by a eager foot puppy. I currently own 11 pairs of boots in various colors and numerous shoes have been added to my collection for this particular fetish alone! Just imagine a beautiful 5'9 evil bitch in black vinyl boots stalking up to you with evil intent in her eyes! Hmmmmmmmmm HOT! If you didn't have a boot fetish before you may just have one now!

sb: Do You offer financial domination?

MM: I offer financial domination as a fetish I enjoy. I do not see it as a form of dominance in itself. I think of course ALL subs should tribute to the daily happiness of their Goddess not just ones with a fetish for it. Financial domination truly doesn't exist for me outside being a fetish I completely love. I feel it's true roots are psychological domination and the taking of the money is just a way to prove one's power. The one form of financial fetish that really gets me hot is blackmail. I love having the power to completely destroy a man's entire life sitting in my hands, but be warned I only do Blackmail Reality NOT Blackmail Fantasy!

sb: Wow You really are the real deal! Do You like heavy corporal?

MM: You mean beating a boys ass until it looks like hamburger meat? Hell yes! I'll never forget the end of my first public humiliation session mentioned above, where I made him show all of his friends what I did to his ass and one of his guy friends responds with damn his ass looks like raw hamburger meat!

sb: LOL! What is Your favorite implement for this?

MM: I love floggers, whips, and belts most of all. I like the smacking sound they make. I have little interest in wooden tools but will use them on occasion for variety. I also own an extensive crop collection.

sb: Do You offer strap-on training?

MM: Oh yes I truly enjoy having a sissy or a boy bent before me holding his ankles for dear life as I fuck him until he screams for mercy! I feel it is truly important when training male pets who still think they have a little manhood left. Nothing takes that away like being ass raped!

sb: Oh i agree totally! Do You have any personal slaves?

MM: Yes I do actually do own a few real personal real-time subs and the best of them all is my ONLY 24/7 live-in slave Lil Dirty.

sb: Do You take photographs of slaves in sessions?

MM: Rarely because it distracts me but sometimes I do something especially memorable that I like to keep a picture of forever. I also do mostly one on one sessions which makes it hard for photos to be taken. I have some goodies hidden away though. Most of my pets do not wish to be seen anyway and have made it a hard limit so this is another trouble with photo opportunities.

sb: What kind of slaves do You like the most and least?

MM: Hmmmmmm I most love gluttons for humiliation, and I most dislike selfish wankers who think domination is somehow about their little dicks!

sb: Yes i have seen Your website and You really do dish out heavy humiliation! What is Your favorite type of clothing?

MM: I have a fetish for velvet and I am almost always wearing vinyl in some form or another.

sb: What is the greatest thrill You get from Domination?

MM: I am a hardcore psychological player. As a sub your addiction to me turns me on more than your body ever will, your attention feeds my narcissistic soul, and your physical and psychological pain is my sweetest pleasure. I don't want to "make" you do it, I want you to beg ME to do it! That's where my enjoyment truly lies. I want to be the drug you crave above all others and can not resist. I want to be the center of your miserable world, and I WILL be if you are honored enough to serve me! I don't want your obedience because you fear me, I want it because you fear losing me! Like a puppy that I can kick over and over again, yet still have it look up at me with adoring eyes!

sb: Do you session with novices?

MM: I am a weirdo about novices. Most girls do not like them and also do not accept pets under 35. I personally see a young hot sub who is being trained by me for the very first time as a treat! I like them trained MY way and I love the challenge of breaking them down bit by bit. Unlike most Dommes I encourage novices to come to me to be trained properly the first time around!

sb: What is your favorite drink?

MM: A shot of good tequila with a lick of salt on a boys neck and a lemon wedge sitting between his lips waiting for me to suck it!

sb: Perhaps you could share one or two of your other interests?

MM: I am a music lover and actually have been known to perform at times. I play piano/keyboard and sing. I love many genres of music but totally hate country or anything else whiny. I also have a thing for body modification and already have 9 tattoos and one piercing. I design flash art on the side and also use my artistic skills in freelance graphic and web design.

sb: What are Your favorite types of gifts?

MM: LONG Cigarette Holders, Sexy Shoes, and Bitchin Boots.

sb: Do You attend any public functions?

MM: No, not really I am a solitary Domme who just enjoys this lifestyle privately. Though I have taken part on some fetish shows and done some public appearances I much prefer the private aspects. It's so much more fun to shock your vanilla friends then those who have seen it all before.

sb: I know You have traveled extensively? If so, what places have You found the most appealing?

MM: You're right I have currently lived in a total of 15 states nationwide and I have to be honest I Fell in love with New Orleans which is why I stay so close to it even now being ONLY a mere hour's drive away! When I first moved to New Orleans I was kidnapped by four drag queens and I've loved the place ever since! Top reason I Love New Orleans... I can openly do public humiliation sessions there without going to jail. HAHA!

sb: If someone gave You 10 million dollars what would You do with it?

MM: The first thing I would do is open my own private dungeon compound called Fetishland and officially take reign forever as Malice In Fetishland! It would be ran similar to the OWK actually and It would be my personal Wonderland except a seriously twisted and sick version of it.

sb: Please tell me about Your fabulous website? Do You have a members site?

Mm: I had many sites before but now I concentrate all energy into the masterpiece that is www.MistressMalice.com which takes up a large amount of my time these days. I have to be honest I love my site and think it's one of the best resources out here today!

Not to mention that it has a very unique style that stands out all alone! My site truly says Mistress Malice because I created it from scratch by hand with loving creativity. I do ALL the work involved in creating and up-keeping my site such as... html coding, graphic design, advertising, and much more! Unlike like most Dommes available online I do not have a members area. The site has everything you'd find in a member's area but for free! Why? Maybe I just love the mass exposure and the ideal of so many boys drooling over me.

Which is a lot when you get almost 1,000 hits per day! The main reason I don't have a member's area is that I promised long ago that what I currently offer would always be free no matter what and for three years online I have kept that promise and added even more goodies such as monthly galleries and videos! I'm thinking I may open a members area soon though to store all old free galleries and free videos in a large collection for slave enjoyment instead of simply retiring them to nothingness.

If I do this it will be a lifetime membership for the life of the site and will only charge a one-time lifetime fee! Such as $50.00 for a lifetime membership for example. What I have for free now though WILL always be free in the future as I promised long ago! Not sure what I want to do with it yet, but I am sure I can find something interesting! *Winks*

sb: Do You have any fan clubs for Your slaves?

MM: Of course every famous Mistress needs her own fan club! Ha! Ha!

sb: What are some of Your specialties? And do You offer both online and RT sessions?

MM: Yes I offer Online, Postal, Phone, Real Time, and Cam sessions. Some of My specialties are extreme sadism - hypnosis - smoking fetishes - foot related fetishes - giantism - amazon - exploration of all fetishes - hardcore humiliation - domestic training - CBT - sissification - forced feminization - financial exploitation & destruction - consensual blackmail - slut & fag training - anal/oral dildo training - chastity & denial - bondage - extreme pain slut training - verbal abuse - racial abuse & humiliation - beginner slave training - complete slave training - animal training - cuckold training - degradation - objectification - demoralization - mind control - edge play - taunting & teasing - mental manipulation - evil cruelty - bizarre perversions - unusual fetishes - twisted role play - redrum scenes - mind fucking evil - corruption - brainwashing - moral depravity - and a few things I'm likely not allowed to name or forgot!

sb: Wow You do it all!! Mistress Malice thank You VERY MUCH for this exclusive interview and for choosing dickie virgin. i know how all the other sites have been pestering You for an interview! Please tell prospective slaves how You can be contacted for a session..

MM: Your first step is to visit my site to learn more about me and the rest from there is outlined for the truly intelligent slave which you must be to serve me. So don't just look at the pretty pictures, boys! If you are sincere you may also email me with a letter of introduction or call 1-877-44-SUGAR And Enter EXT #666 !

sb: Fantastic! Thank You again Ma'am!

MM: you are welcome slave. Now kiss my boots and crawl out of here!

February 21, 2005